tell me wad to do.. pls..

again. today my grandma bak frm sg.. past few days, she phoned me say tat she lost rm 50. when she call me i was sleeping, 40% concious. so ihigjer my toned a bit and 'scold; her to be careful next time...... and u know wad she does next. AMAZINGLY, SHE DON WANNA BOTHER ME FOR 2 DAYS. gosh.. call her not to be so careless = DIE. say sorry = DIE. say my fault = DIE.. I RELI WANNA DIE! my grandma here bising = DIE + DIE. ok tat one nvm. today when i bak home i called her wad shes doin. she say she juz cooked lunch, haven eat. so i juz say ok den shut the hp,thought we will have lunch at the same time. as usual. while im eating i wont sms ppl.. during tat time.. she sent me a FUCKING msg saying wad heart cold . i reli wanna throw my hp tat time. y i could love such person. i reli don understand... den now she send me those stupid msg. saying me not care her, not into her. if im doin so . y would i do so much to her?????? fucking idiot. teach me how to do pls.. btw im not going to break wif her. i reli duno how to do. feel like dying..